due to unexpected family issues, my mom went to Taiwan for 3 weeks, leaving the house to my brother (22) and me (19)
before my mom left, my brother was trying to be all nice saying “write up all the chores and split them up between the two of us, put it on the fridge, etc. etc”

in the end I took the list off the fridge because not only does he not ever LOOK at it, I tell him it’s time to water the lawn, sweep the floor, wash the dishes, and he’ll say he’ll do it the next day and never does it.
I work my “part time job” 30+ hours a week, keep tabs on the bills, pay them, do the grocery shopping, all the chores .. and he watches stupid videos (I know, he made me watch them while I was cooking dinner) and laughs like a stupid donkey all day

so today I had a friend come over because i needed to vent, i want someone to talk to, and his ipad is on the kitchen table. we kinda play with it, and I use the camera app to take a picture, he storms over and snatches it out of my hands and says “i’m taking your ipad privileges away!” and walks away

WHAT? it’s not as if he bought the ipad with his own money (it was a gift from our uncle), or we messed around with his apps or broke it or even did anything to it. and what privileges? do i need to beg him pleaseplease i wanna play freaking angry birds on your pretty little ipad or is he just a little


and when my friend leaves, I open the door and a bug flies in and he whines “jess there’s a bug” WELL I HOPE IT POOPS ON YOUR FACE WHEN YOU SLEEP
i’m so pissed

i do everything around the house, and all he does is go out shopping, leave his stupid yogurt caps on the table, make a mess, never turn off the lights and turn the AC so high up it’s freezing and wasting electricity.

i want my mom to hurry up and come home
if i was at least older than him i could play the big sister thing and make him do what i say, but i’m being bullied into doing all the chores and can’t do anything about it
i complain to my mom on the phone but she can’t do anything about it and i don’t blame her, and i feel bad for telling her about everything cos she has enough problems to deal with in taiwan

as if the family problems didn’t pile enough stress on me, my brother likes to act like i can talk to him when i have problems but all my problems revolve around HIM
someone spank him